I'm not asking you to watch me.

Only do so if you honestly and truly care about my art. I don't want you to watch me just because you're my friend or any of that crap. Just watch me if you really think you'll get something out of it.

I'm still leaving some of my deviations here, just because, but only old things I don't care much about anymore. So.. Yeah.

Bye.

Going tomorrow!
Anime Boston 2009!

YESSSS.

I'll have pictures of my cosplay and others sometime Saturday or Sunday (I'm going Saturday)

Cosmo and Wanda ftw!
Wanda =

Jesus fucking Christ.

I can't even... Wow... PERFECTION.

I don't really remember the order of the songs they played, but they played pretty much all of my favourites, except for "Calling You" which I kind of expected them to play =/

But it was fucking amazing. Sorry if I swear a lot, but God, dslkfhlkdsjflkdjf.

When they played "Say It" it was the first real song (played second) that I could seriously freak out on. And I did. I couldn't breathe and was already sweating like a pig.

I don't think I have ever jumped so much in my life.

And let me just say, Justin was the sexiest I have ever seen him.
It was great


And the opening band, Longwave was perfect as well. Great show they put on

And Justin came out to sing with them for one of the last songs, and it was so cool.

And it was Keith from Longwave's birthday, so that was funny to sing to him haha. Cute guys, all of them.


I completely LOST IT during "Should Be Loved". I knew they would play it, I was SO happy. It's kind of the best song in the world, and I jumped sooo much. It hurt after the first 30 seconds, but I didn't give a crap at that point. It was INSANE.

Best memory ever. Jesus. CHRIST.



My body still hurts.

I love it when Justin talks about his daughter, Blue.
Adorable.


RYAN. Oh my God. He plays the fiddle / violin like no one I've ever seen. He's so amazing.


I couldn't take my eyes off of both him and Justin. As Emily would say, Justin was so "hypnotic" haha. Cause he was!

And at this one part, I forget what song (>_>, he came over like right in front of us and pointed at the crowd to sing the part of the song without him, and he smiled in the middle of it, but like right after I smiled. And he was so looking at me. And I wouldn't just say that, but we shared a moment of happiness. It was fucking amazing.

Emily might think he was looking at her, but eh. She can keep dreaming. xD

WE HAD A MOMENT OF SMILING THAT NO ONE ELSE WILL EVER KNOOWWWW. xD

He's so great.

Again, I say, PERFECTION.

The whole band is great.

"This is CB... He's my friend... and Ryan over there? He's my friend too... " xD Justin. Wowwww.




If there is a God,

it is Justin Furstenfeld.

I can't even believe the emotion he puts into every little bit of his work and performances. If you hear his songs and know what he's singing about, you understand him. And that's why Blue October's concerts are so phenomenal. Because you get to share in that emotion with him and scream every word back to them.


When I find out the next show they're playing here, I am IMMEDIATELY buying tickets. It won't be for a while, they have to tour the west coast... But God... I do NOT want to miss it.

Fuck yes.


Good night.

I lied. I'm getting spots on the floor. YAY JUMPING AROUND WITH OUT PEOPLE I DON'T KNOW AND NOT CARING.
I love that.

C:

YESSS JUSTIN FURSTENFELLLDDDDDD YOU ARE MY HERO.
xD
-Cries.-

You know what's funny?

As soon as I really get into a band, they end up playing a show in my area. THIS TIME I WON'T BE MISSING THAT SHOW |D

Niggers!

I'm seeing Blue October May 3rd! xD

Yes, that's in 8 days...
and yes, I'll get crappy seats...

BUT...

I don't care. |D They are the best frickin band ever right now.

Justin's lyrics are amazing. I could cry to every song xD